Am I Chasing After A Dream or An Empty Space?

It has been weeks since i last touched my keyboard and express myself through blogging.It was rather inconvenient for me in the past for i had to compete and rush for opportunity to access the net facility provided by my company's internet kiosk. I had to rush for computers with a bunch of Facebook farmers, cafe owners and mafias.

Apart from all that commotion, if i am to blog at home, i had to head back hundreds of miles to my hometown for a comfortable pc experience in my own hall.I believe i made the right decision to purchase Dell Inspiron 14R for it gives me a whole new set of experience. Apart from its cool softwares, it comes in really handy for a blogger such as myself for i am able to write out my train of thoughts instantly without having to save them in my cellphone and blogged about them later on.

It is more than a gadget . It is my weapon towards all the bullshit in life. It is my companion who would listen and absorb my ups and downs without complains unless it ran out of battery.It is my instrument to write and practise freedom of expression without any boundaries.It is my nude model if i am a painter.

I believe some colleagues of mine were freaked out at times whenever there were low call que and i stared endlessly at the screen as if i am staring into thin air. Yet, it was not known that only my body was in front of the computer while my sea of thoughts were dwelling in a different realm.A place of my own.Yea call me a day dreamer but it was during those times that i was putting full concentration unto my next step in life.Well excluding the time that i fell asleep.

I had a lot playing in my mind. What's going to be my next step? Am i going anywhere from here? Do i see myself being promoted years later?All i see is the side of me that has been truly exchausted and screaming for a life, to be really living not merely surviving.